Happy Valentines Day

After all the time of not thinking

Now is the time to think again

All the efforts and time and energy

Was almost about to be in vain

You are a wonderful person

And have been an amazing friend

I love you from the bottom of my heart

And will do till the worlds end

Have a happy and a love full life

Coz you truly deserve it

Its time to smile yet again

Coz its more than worth to preserve it

Nothing more I can think at the moment

Cant find any words to say

I just have a simple wish for you

That you have a happy valentines day.

Insomniac

Sleepless nights draw me into the vast void space which I have always been fascinated by but actually never witnessed it to such an extreme extent. And when it’s here, it’s simply terrifying. It scares the shit out of me. Tears have nowhere to go than to fall down from the eyes into the outside ocean. The body has left the soul behind long back. It’s just a mere organismic pool. It all might seem very fascinating to read but believe me it’s an awful feeling. I don’t know about it, but people call it depression. Every single thing has been affected and I am hating it. And above all what makes me feel angry and awe is the fact that I am feeling helpless. And I can’t do anything about it. I mean you don’t plan all the things in your life just to screw them at the end. Or do you? Every single time. I have been trying out hard to figure out the things. Can’t say whether I have been able to do that, but I am trying to keep my cool. I don’t know why and for what, but I am trying to do that. And I really don’t know why. I am psyched.

But I have decided to face it. I have decided to stand strong this time. No matter what it takes. I will see everything with my eyes and I don’t care what cost I might have to pay for it. But I will be there to witness it till the last moment. I have decided to rise up. I have decided to live.

Hope

Someone truly said, 'Ummeed pe duniya kayam hai'. I now know, what 'hope' means.