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Sunday, December 25, 2011

Nahi Jeena Bin Tere



Najaane kya dhundta hu main
Mujhe khudko nahi hai pata
Kuch kehna chahta hu main
Par kyu saare alfaaz hai lapata
Yeh waqt yeh hawa yeh khushboo
Mujhe yaad teri dilaati hai
Tum, main, sab to hai ek sapna
Jo toot jaaye to sabko rulaati hai
Pal bhar mein tu tham si gayi
Jaise meri saanse ruk si gayi
Fir yeh ehsaas hua mujhe ki main to kuch bhi nahi
Sirf teri parchaayi hoon
Jise tujhse judaa rehna hai
Mere zindagi ki hakeekat hai yehi
Isiliye shaayad darta hu sone se
Ki kahi agar neend lag jaaye to subah hogi
Aur roshnee tujhe mujhse door kar jayegi
Isi khwaaish mein jaagta rehta hu
Ki tu aaye aur yeh parchaayi sach ban jaaye
Nahi jeena bin tere yeh tay kar liya hai
Fir chahe maut ki kyu na mil jaaye!

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Main thak chuka hu



Ek din bheed mein chalte chalte achanak yeh mehsus hua ki main bhi bheed ka ek hissa ban chuka hu. Bachpan mein jo lagta tha ki main dusro se alag hu, main zindagi mein kuch alag karke dikhaunga, aaj sab jhooth lagta hai. Aaj lagta hai ki main bhi un hazaaro laakhon logon ki hi tarah maamooli hu. Maine kuch bada kaam kiya nahi hai aur aisa lagta hai ki shayad kar bhi nahi paaunga. Kayi sapne tut ke choor ho gaye hai aur jo bache hai who aaj bhi adhoore hai. Aur najaane kyu mann mein kahi yeh darr hai ki yeh saare sapne kabhi poore nahi honge. Unko poori karne ki yeh jo bhaag daud hai who najaane kyu aaj bematlab si lag rahi hai. Thak chuka hu main sabko jawaab dete dete, thak chukka hu main sabko samjhate samjhate. Aur sabse jyada main apne aap ko samjhake thak gaya hu. Ab aur naahi himaat hai, naahi hausla hai, aur naahi taakat hai ki main iss duniya se ladhu, main apne aap se ladhu. Main thak chuka hu.