Nahi Jeena Bin Tere

Najaane kya dhundta hu main

Mujhe khudko nahi hai pata

Kuch kehna chahta hu main

Par kyu saare alfaaz hai lapata

Yeh waqt yeh hawa yeh khushboo

Mujhe yaad teri dilaati hai

Tum, main, sab to hai ek sapna

Jo toot jaaye to sabko rulaati hai

Pal bhar mein tu tham si gayi

Jaise meri saanse ruk si gayi

Fir yeh ehsaas hua mujhe ki main to kuch bhi nahi

Sirf teri parchaayi hoon

Jise tujhse judaa rehna hai

Mere zindagi ki hakeekat hai yehi

Isiliye shaayad darta hu sone se

Ki kahi agar neend lag jaaye to subah hogi

Aur roshnee tujhe mujhse door kar jayegi

Isi khwaaish mein jaagta rehta hu

Ki tu aaye aur yeh parchaayi sach ban jaaye

Nahi jeena bin tere yeh tay kar liya hai

Fir chahe maut ki kyu na mil jaaye!

Yeh lafz kabhi keh nahi paayenge

Yeh lafz kabhi keh nahi paayenge
Yeh aankhein kabhi bol nahi paayenge
Hamaari saase ruk jaayengi us din
Jis din hum tumse door ho jaayenge

Saara fasaana yaad aayega
Woh hasi majaak ladai jhagde rona aur muskurahat
Jab jaaogi tum hamesha ke liye
Aur hum tumhe rok bhi naa paayenge

Ek din yeh sab kuch chodkar hum bhi chale jaayenge
Firse tumhe kabhi nahi satayenge
Fir chahe kitna bhi bula lena hame
Chahkar bhi hum kabhi laut ke naa aayenge

You can put the blame on me!

I am sorry to have left you all alone
I am sorry for the love so easily gone
I am sorry for the way you reacted
I am sorry for the ways that departed

I am sorry for the freak that I was
I am sorry for the misunderstandings that I parsed
How was I to know that your feelings bowed
I thought I was the perfect world that you showed

I am sorry for the feelings that went away
I am sorry for the lies that here now lay
I am sorry for making your life as hell
Now you can be happy is what I can tell

That is why I apologized to you
Else it would have been a shame on me
I was the reason for all your pain
So you can put the blame on me.

PS: The theme for this poem has been taken from Akon’s song – Sorry, you can blame it one. Read the original lyrics here. The poem in this blog post is essentially my original piece.