Sunday, October 24, 2010

Some rules to follow in life to be fine with everything and everyone

Some rules to follow in life to be fine with everything and everyone.

Rule#1: Never call anyone a bro.
Never call anyone a bro ever in your life. The pain of that bro stabbing your life's happiness is much much more than the pain of not calling him a bro at the first place. So better not to indulge in matters of trust where it is at high stakes just on mere ground rules of faith and friendship. Apart from that, there are some clauses mentioned by Neil Patrick Harris in his book titled 'The Bro Code' which are meant not to be broken. But people around you can be so mean and selfish that they can keep making you sick all the time. So, to conclude, don't give people a credibility which they cannot keep up to with. DOT.

Rule#2: Never trust anyone
Won't be saying much on this, trust is a factor as good as old wine, it gets better and deeper with time. And when it is shattered there is not much that you can do. So either be ready to take the risk of being ripped off into pieces when that trust is broken or don't trust anyone at all.

Rule#3: Do not plan extensively.
Do plan things in your life but not to an extent that it starts hurting you. 100% planning is something that is a hypothesis. So be bold enough to take life as it comes sometimes. Because there are times when you cannot argue or question to life, like 'Why me?' or 'What wrong did I do?' And life has its own ways of dealing with you anyways, so better be off the hook.

I think that is enough gyaan for a lazy Sunday morning for more than half of the people in hangover, half of them who don't really care about what is going on, and merely a countable number of people who really do live a clean-conscience life.

Cheers.

Thursday, October 21, 2010

I will never forgive you

I will never forgive you
For what you have done to me
By breaking my faith and trust
You have mocked at my destiny

I have been shattered into pieces
And the pain is still getting worse
Did not expect this from you
My life is becoming full of curse

Helpless is now what I feel
For the condition that I am in
I really want to give it to you
But I cannot be that mean

You were right, time heals everything
And it will heal even my sorrow
Today I am hurt and sad because of you
But I would be happy again tomorrow.

Mini Saga #1 - Happiness

First let me tell you guys what a Mini Saga is. A mini saga is a story told in exactly 50 words. Not 49 or 51 but exactly 50. They are also called as microstories or ultra-shorts. The most important part is, it should tell a story or a lesson.
So, I am starting my own series of mini sagas here on my blog. Here is the first one for you on ‘Happiness’. Probably too far-fethced a word for me as of now, but its ok.

"I craved for happiness. I waited for long, yearned desperately, fought over emotions, cried a lot, pleaded, begged, argued, quarreled. But in vain. That’s when I realized that happiness is only a state of mind. You are happy if you think you are happy, else you can never be happy."

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Happiness

Leopold was awesome.
Bought Senheisser HD 202, and it is awesome. Sounds like the Dj is singing right in your ears. Especially made for Dj's it is truly a masterpiece with huge bass support for Rock, House and Trance songs.
Then bought 6-7 novels (Indian authors) so that I could kill my boredom in train while travelling to and from office. All in all a cool beginning to the long weekend.
Happy birthday sweetheart. You don't know that, but you mean a lot to me.
Peace out for now.

-Dated back to 15th Oct 2010.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Tolerating Indifference



There is a saying that you have to fake it before you make it. But with people, this is so not true. Most of the people can take criticism and even rejection at times, but not ignorance. Being indifferent to others is the most grave mistake you could ever commit. For it not only hurts the other person’s sentiments, but also his/her self respect. People want to be attended and cared for. Give it before you can ask for it. For indifference can hurt wreckages so deep that it becomes almost impossible to mend them at the later stage. If you have problems giving attention at the moment, discuss it. A problem is best solved when it is small. It rips off the entire essence you have put into it till date when you try to resolve it as it grows. Kill the evil when its less dangerous, or it might kill you as it grows.

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Weirdo ....

All the Infy gang decided to meet up sometime in Mumbai. We all had loads of get-togethers outside Mumbai, but we never actually met up in Mumbai (unless in emergencies). So we decided to meet at a place in Kandivali. Having stayed in Mumbai for my entire life (except for 2 years of working in Infosys), I had to be accustomed to train travelling. But I wasn’t. Train travel wasn’t my cup of tea. And the best of all, I never actually had to travel by train. My college was near from my home which enabled me to take a bike to college every day.

We were 8 of us, most of the people from western line (and hence the decision of meeting in Kandivali). I was feeling nauseated by the feeling of coming so far away in a not so better condition. I wasn’t keeping well from days but then too had to turn up because I did not want to go against the code of friendship (which says never say no to anything friends decide). So I came here against all odds and as usual, things started getting bad for me.

I reached the platform when Andy came in. No one else had turned up till then. Andy told me that some of our friends were waiting on the other bridge. So we planned to go there. I followed Andy as he was a localite. We preferred to cross the tracks to reach the bridge on the other side as that was the fastest and a more feasible option than to having cross half of the world to reach the other side. We started to cross the tracks and the distance we had to cover was approximately 600 meters. I was very petrified of crossing the tracks not because I am afraid of doing that, but because I was feeling giddiness and wasn’t in a good mental condition. The sun was scorching hot and that made me only more weak. I was walking on a track on which train would come from the front so that I could make it when I had to cross the track. It wasn’t actually a big deal, but when things are meant to go wrong, they go wrong against all odds.

I was in the centre track and there was one track to my right and some 3-4 tracks to my left. Andy was walking to my left and talking to me about something which I wasn’t hearing at all. I was so mentally disturbed, I couldn’t notify my presence to him (except physical). Then a strange thing happened. A train came on my left track from behind with super speed and I bent down a little on the same track I was walking on. Andy accompanied me on my track as soon as he heard of the oncoming train behind him. Just then, a train started coming on the track to my right. That track had an inline curve which made me feel as if it was going to hit me from my back. I was already in a bent position and the feeling of that train hitting me made me fall on the track. Just as this happened, a third train came on my track, from the front. I could see it as it was approaching me slowly. Andy shouted something at me from left but I couldn’t make it out. I was in a completely zombie state by then. I was still lying on the track and my mind understanding that I have to get up and move to the right to save myself. But I was so frozen and dumbstruck that my brain nerves just couldn’t make my body get up. I saw towards Andy in despair and could make out his shocked and helpless look. I saw at the train in my front and it was so close I turned frozen with death. I could only view things happening but couldn’t react to them. I went completely paralytic. It was like the feeling that you are severely wounded to ground and an anaconda is approaching you to eat, toes first. You can do nothing. I could do nothing. My brain alerted me to stay calm and get squeezed to the ground to the ultra level possible to survive the impact which I was not actually sure would be possible. The train had reached almost near my foot and whamp ……….. that was the tragic end.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Sheer dismay :-(

Now a days (read when I am weak, emotionally), I sort of miss people’s credibility and integrity.
I gaze upon the world that lurches along out there and am truly dismayed at the fundamental dishonesty and complete lack of shame and selflessness exhibited by them at every single moment which would have been truly remarkable had they been a little more sensible and logical to the universe.
But as they say, universe has got all the plans for you. So no matter what you plan for yourself, it is bound to be overridden.
But I ask, is it that difficult to deliver your commitments? I don’t think so. People just love to be selfish.

Friday, October 08, 2010

Din't I love you completely?

There was a time when you were with me
There was a time I never had to flee
There was a time when we loved each other so strong
There was a time when we promised to be together till eternity

There was a time when nothing mattered to us really
There was a time when we planned our future story
There was a time when distance meant nothing to us
There was a time when we had our open glory

But now that the times are changed
You dont love me anymore
Distance grew more than miles
There are no emotions in store
What mistake did i make
That you turned so cold to me
Why did ur love towards me diminished
Din't I love you completely?

Wednesday, October 06, 2010

Dil bhi jala liya humne ...

Dil bhi jala liya humne
Aur roshni bhi na hui
Tanhayee mein rehkar mar gaye hum
Aur unhe pareshani bhi na hui

Kaagaz ke tukdo ko dilse laga liya
Patthar ke lakeero ko apna bana liya
Sagar ke lehrone yeh lakeere hi mita di
Aur iski hume khabar bhi na hui

Pyaar ki rasmo ko humne pooja
Saath nibhane ki kasmo ko tutne na diya
Jis wafaa ke khatir hum jal kar raakh ho gaye
Us wafa ki toh intehaan bhi na hui.

Saturday, August 28, 2010

Tujhe bhula diya .....

Kaali kaali khali raaton se hone lagi hai dosti
Khoya khoy in raahon mein ab mera kuch bhi nahi
Har pal har lamha main kaise sehta hu
Har pal har lamha main khudse kehta hu
Tujhe bhula diya
Fir kyu teri yaadon ne
Mujhe rula diya

- from the movie Anjaana Anjaani

Insomniac

Sleepless nights draw me into the vast void space which I have always been fascinated by but actually never witnessed it to such an extreme extent. And when it’s here, it’s simply terrifying. It scares the shit out of me. Tears have nowhere to go than to fall down from the eyes into the outside ocean. The body has left the soul behind long back. It’s just a mere organismic pool. It all might seem very fascinating to read but believe me it’s an awful feeling. I don’t know about it, but people call it depression. Every single thing has been affected and I am hating it. And above all what makes me feel angry and awe is the fact that I am feeling helpless. And I can’t do anything about it. I mean you don’t plan all the things in your life just to screw them at the end. Or do you? Every single time. I have been trying out hard to figure out the things. Can’t say whether I have been able to do that, but I am trying to keep my cool. I don’t know why and for what, but I am trying to do that. And I really don’t know why. I am psyched.

But I have decided to face it. I have decided to stand strong this time. No matter what it takes. I will see everything with my eyes and I don’t care what cost I might have to pay for it. But I will be there to witness it till the last moment. I have decided to rise up. I have decided to live.

Pyaar

Pyaar karke aasaani se bhul jate hai log
Aur fir hamdardi jataate hai
Lekin hame hamdardi nahi pyaar chahiye
Yeh unke kaun samjhaye
Isliye hum apne aap ko samjha lete hai
Unse nafrat karna to hamari fitrat mein nahi
Isliye hum apne aap se nafrat kar lete hai.

Difficulties

The most difficult job on the face of this earth is to fake your happiness. But sometimes you are so badly fixed up that you just cannot afford to be sad. Atleast you have to show to the world that you are happy and strong. Believe me its very difficult to show your silver lining when there is a tornado ripping up inside your heart.

But you have to face it and you have to face it alone. Because this is your life and this is your war. No one is going to support you and above all you should not expect anyone to stand by you. If they do, you are lucky. But if they don't try to be strong on your own guts.

Today you are bruised and badly hurt but a day will come when you will grow strong. Have faith in yourself and wait for that day. Have an unwavering faith in That unseen power no matter how worse the situation is. I don't know whether it would change the situation or not, but it would surely change you to get you adjusted to the changed times.

Days pass, time flies by, but memories remain. Deep down in some corner of the heart and mind you still know what you really want. It might not make sense, it might seem to the remotest thing happening to you, may be, at times the most impossible thing you can ever imagine, but think about it, feel it, imagine it. Because we have been given this power just to fulfill our dreams. Dreams which we cannot fulfill in reality.

Just give it some time and it will make perfect sense one fine day. And when that day comes, you would probably laugh at yourself. But it was worth it.

Tera Deewana

Ek pal toh mujhe dekhati sharmaayi thi aankhein
aankhon se gujarata huwa muskaan ka saaya
shaayad meri khaamoshi ne hai keh diya tumse
woh raaj jo main tumse kabhi keh nahi paaya

Kal kya hoga, ye mat socho
tum ye dekho, ki shaam ke daaman mein kya hai
madham madham si roshaniyon mein, dhun pe machalate jismon par halki si damak
lehraati huyi sandal baahein
balkhaati huyi resham julfein
ye ang ang, ye jhalak jhalak, sheeshon ki khanak
sheeshon ko chhute naazuk labj, jinme shaam ki surkhi hai
hirani si vaishi aankhon mein, anjaane se paigaam basein
ye dekhke inko behake to ilzaam kise
in lamhon ke pyaalon mein jitni masti hai
saari ki saari tum pi lo
is shaam ko ji bharke jilo
kal jo bhi hoga dekhenge

Mujhko teri aawaaz se khushboo aati hai
aur khushboo mein rang dikhaayi dete hai
tu jab nahi hai tab bhi tu hai saath mere
milon se chhute hai tujhko haath mere
woh jo teri saanson mein hai ghulein huye
kahin rahoon woh geet sunaayi dete hai
baadal, titli, kaliyaan, lehrein, phool, hawaan
ye sab tere roop dikhaayi dete hain
main hoon, tera naam hain, teri baatein hain
har pal dohraata tera afsaana hoon
mujhko to abb hosh nahin hain
tu hi bata, sab kehte hain main tera deewaana hoon

- Javed Akhtar

Pyar Karne Wale Hi Kyon?

Pyar karne wale hi
Kyon hame choda karte hai
Sapne dikhane wale hi
Kyon unhe toda karte hai

Aksar log kehte hai ki
Zindagi hasne ka naam hai
Hasi dene wale hi
Kyon fir rulaya karte hai

Gehre sagar mein se bachayi thi
Doobti hui hamari kashti
Lehron se bachane wale hi
Kyon fir dubo diya karte hai

Unhone hi sikhayee thi
Yeh ulfat-e-mohabbat
Aise log hi
Kyon fir nafrat kiya karte hai

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Happy Independence Day

Happy Independence Day to all the fellow Indians on the eve of 64th Independence Day.

Today I too declare independence from all bad evils and thoughts, though not completely independent but on the verge of it, I would strive to become a better human being and give up any bad that I have, any hold-backs that I've got. I would strive harder to improve upon things I need to improve, to learn new things, and to forgive and forget all that has happened. I now breathe a deep breath of complete independence.
Jai Hind. Jai Bharat.

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Udaan - Choti choti chhitrayi yaadein

Chhoti-chhoti chhitrayi yaadein
Bichhi hui hain lamhon ki lawn par.
Nange pair unpar chalte-chalte
Itni door chale aaye
Ki ab bhool gaye hain –
Joote kahan utaare the.


Aedi komal thi, jab aaye the.
Thodi si naazuk hai abhi bhi.
Aur nazuk hi rahegi
In khatti-meethi yaadon ki shararat
Jab tak inhe gudgudati rahe.

Sach, bhool gaye hain
Ki joote kahan utaare the.
Par lagta hai,
Ab unki zaroorat nahin.

Udaan .....

Jo lehron se aage nazar dekh paati toh tum jaan lete main kya sochta hoon,
Wo aawaz tumko bhi jo bhed jaati toh tum jaan lete main kya sochta hoon.
Zid ka tumhare jo parda sarakta toh khidkiyon se aage bhi tum dekh paate,
Aankhon se aadaton ki jo palken hatate toh tum jaan lete main kya sochta hoon.


Meri tarah khud par hota zara bharosa toh kuchh door tum bhi saath-saath aate,
Rang meri aankhon ka baant-te zara sa toh kuchh door tum bhi saath-saath aate,
Nasha aasmaan ka jo choomta tumhe bhi, hasraten tumhari naya janm paatin,
Khud doosre janam mein meri udaan chhoone kuchh door tum bhi saath-saath aate.

Monday, July 05, 2010

Hope

Someone truly said, 'Ummeed pe duniya kayam hai'. I now know, what 'hope' means.

Thursday, July 01, 2010

Different ways to execute processes remotely

During my stint at executing a given process remotely, I discovered few ways of doing it. For example, if you want to run a particular command or a program on a remote computer how will you do it? Here are few ways which I tried and were useful:

 

1.        Psexec : This is a tool from SysInternals from Microsoft. It comes as a part of PsTools. Using Psexec, one can run a process on any given remote computer.

Syntax:                    psexec \\remote-machine-name –i –u domainname\username –p password name-and-path-of-the-process-to-be-executed

psexec \\client1 –i –u testdomain\administrator –p P@ssword notepad.exe

Advantages:          Works even if the executable or the process to be executed is on the network location. It need not be present on the destination (remote) machine where you want to execute the process. This makes Psexec one of its kind.

Limitations:           Sometimes, psexec does not work with the –i switch which stands for interactive mode. In these cases try without using –i switch.

 

2.        Windows Service: Developing a Windows service which when started (OnStart() event) executes a process or an executable. Push this service on the remote computer and start it remotely.

Syntax:                    sc \\remote-machine-name create service-name binpath= path-of-the-service-executable start= service-start-type obj= domainname\username password= password

sc \\client1 create TestService1 binpath= C::\TestService\TestService.exe start= auto obj= testdomain\administrator password= P@ssword

Advantages:          Can be achieved with pure coding without the need of any third-party tool.

Limitations:           Requires .Net framework to be installed on the destination computer.

 

3.       WMI: Using WMI (Windows Management Instrumentation) class Win32_Process to execute a process on a remote computer.

Syntax:                    string command = "notepad.exe";

                object[] theProcessToRun = { cmd };

                ConnectionOptions theConnection = new ConnectionOptions();

                theConnection.Username = "administrator";

                theConnection.Password = "P@ssword";

                string machineName = "client1";

                ManagementScope theScope = new ManagementScope("\\\\" + machineName + "\\root\\cimv2", theConnection);

                ManagementClass theClass = new ManagementClass(theScope, new ManagementPath("Win32_Process"), new ObjectGetOptions());

theClass.InvokeMethod("Create", theProcessToRun);

                Advantages:          WMI provides one of the best functionalities to monitor and administer remote computers.

                Limitations:           WMI exceptions should be provided in firewall settings of the remote computers.

                                                Win32_Process cannot execute a process which do not reside physically on that computer. For that matter even mapping network drive does not work with Win32_Process.

 

4.       Scheduled Tasks: Creating scheduled tasks on the remote computer and making those tasks to execute a required process or a program.

Syntax:                    For pre-Vista computers

schtasks /Create /S remote-machine-name /RU domainname\username /RP password /U domainname\username /P password /SC ONCE /TN scheduled-task-name /TR file-to-be-executed /ST start-time /V1

schtasks /Create /S client1 /RU testdomain\administrator /RP P@ssword /U testdomain\administrator /P P@ssword /SC ONCE /TN Task001 /TR notepad.exe /ST 15:36 /V1

 

For post-Vista computers

schtasks /Create /S remote-machine-name /U domainname\username /P password /SC ONCE /TN scheduled-task-name /TR file-to-be-executed /ST 16:55

schtasks /Create /S client1 /U testdomain\administrator /P P@ssword /SC ONCE /TN Task001 /TR notepad.exe /ST 16:52

Advantages:          Does not require any pre-requisites such as firewall exceptions, framework or any third-party tool installed.

You can schedule the task according to your timings.

                Limitations:           Nothing as I know of.