Life is crazy ...

Today, while coming to the office, I was listening to 'Life is crazy' song from the movie Wake Up Sid on my iPod and believe me, this songs literally made me feel that life is indeed very crazy at times. And I am going through the same phase yet again in my life, which I am clearly not enjoying even for a moment.

Sometimes we tend to believe in and do the things which are absolutely not necessary for us, or for a moment, least necessary. As the matter of fact, things then start getting messed up. But it is very late when we realize that we have wasted a great deal of time and energy on things no-so-important to us. And while doing this, we tend to ignore the other aspects of life viz. our family, ourselves, the beautiful nature, etc. It is because of this that we lose interest in life in due course of time. It is because of this, that we bother about un-important things and get ourselves stressed to our limits. Once in a while we get panic and depression attacks. And we also tend to deteriorate our health. From a high 66 kgs to mere 59 kgs and then as the resistance power decreases we fall prey to any and every disease coming our way lowering our morale to further bottoms.

Many a times, we know what are the reasons for screwing up, for all the bad things, for the bad health, for bad relationships, but we seem to be so helpless with ourselves that we tend to seek pity and sit useless doing nothing. In Marathi we call this as 'Kaltay pan walat nahi' (we understand it, but we seem to be very lazy/tired/unwilling to mend things).

Why? Only because we pay heed to wrong things during wrong times. This is a realization blog where I know that certain things are wrong and it is never too late. So, I think, we all should take a vow against all the undesirable things in our lives (personal as well as professional) and try our best to work out things and stay out of mess. We also take an oath to make our lives more meaningful in every possible way and make it worth living it. We will try to stay happy and cheerful so that we see that life is indeed very beautiful. Its only the direction from which we see it. And while doing this, I switch back again to listen to the song – 'Life is crazy' coz it indeed is. At one moment, full of life, hope and love and at the other deserted, lonely, sad and depressed. This is the blend of it, and that is its recipe. Now, we just want to try to experiment with it the other way round.

Cheers to life.

Stay Happy, Stay Sweet :-)

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I know it wasn’t easy for you either ... :-(

I know it wasn't easy for you either...
When we met for the first time...
Cuz I had to struggle...
To ignore your adorable nature…

I know it wasn't easy for you either...
When we talked for the first time...
Cuz I had to think hard for the topics…
In fear that the conversation would end never...

I know it wasn't easy for you either...
When you said those three magical words "I LOVE YOU"
Cuz I had to smack myself hard…
Just to make sure I wasn't a day dreaming creature… :)

I know it wasn't easy for you either...
To care for me like my mother…
Cuz even I tried unsuccessfully…
To be more than a lover…

I know it wasn't easy for you either...
To love me more than myself…
Cuz I was envy of you…
Since I couldn't love myself more then u dear…

I know it wasn't easy for you either...
When you never uttered a word though you needed me the most…
But seriously it wasn't easy for me too…
To decipher your silent gesture…

I know it wasn't easy for you either...
When you said that it was over…
Believe me my heart sank that very moment
Deep inside my tears forever..

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My 101st blog :-)

Hi All,

It has been more than a pleasure to see my blog prosper in the year 2009. I have completed 100 posts to this blog (Friends Forever being the 100^th one).

And I hope that the same flourishing path continues in the year 2010 with more meaningful posts, and more fans and followers to my blog.

So till then, just give yourself some time and stay blogged :-)

Friends Forever ....

Just words can never tell

What you mean to me

The simple things you do

To keep me away from worries

Your funny grins, your witty jokes

Have always bought me a smile

To hold the friendly hand you stretched

It just took a while

You need no words to be told

You guess me so right

Though you support me always

I always find a reason to fight

And then I have your shoulders wet with all the tears

Don’t know how you manage to fill my heart with cheer

The lightning and darkness don’t frighten me anymore

I turn and find you there, standing at the shore

I promise, will let you down never

We are and will be friends forever.

The way of life .....

Life is being more tough and strict now a days. I have to pine for even the smallest and simplest of things in life. They may be completing a task or recovering from a stupid throat infection, or finalizing on project plans or deciding on the relationship hues. Every single thing is posing a mountain of problems before me. And I don’t know why, but I am feeling all the way lonely, tired, lost and helpless in every matter. It is just that I have lost all the power and energy to fight back life. And then I feel, life is one hell of a problem. Its only our insight that makes it look beautiful at times and messy at other. Probably I am passing through the latter phase, one has to undergo at least once in his/her lifetime.

At this moment, all I am trying to be is more patient and think less. But the basic problem of attempting to think less is, the moment you start to think less, thoughts erupt in your mind continuously like a nuclear reaction with infinitesimal bombardments giving an effect of a total disastrous blast which knocks the best of the best. I just have to survive this tide of time and wait for the sun to shine back again.

When every (and I literally mean every) way disappears, probably God opens a new way for you. I am just waiting for the view of that way.

I GIve Up !!!!

I give up. I have tried my level best to even out things between us, but in vain. I am not writing this in anger or frustration, but its more of a revelation of myself. Its more of a i-accept-the-loss kind of thing. I really, have accepted the defeat. It has been a long time and now I can no more make my mind understand.
I dont say, whatever happened was wrong or you were too harsh or I am more crappy. Coz I dont want to be judgemental about anything. Its just that I want to kill this process, coz I can't try anymore.
You mean a lot to me, and even you know that, that too in the truest sense. But something or the other has to mess up and there are some past flicks which just cannot be turned off. Which creates a whole lot of nuisance.
I know, you are happy and so be it. I wanted that. That is great.
Dont take me in any wrong sense. And I am sorry for hurting you. All the best and keep smiling forever.

Stay sweet,
Sagar.

Welcome 2010

Hi Friends,
Welcome to the year 2010.
A year which would complete a decade, a year from which we all have huge expectations and some unachievable resolutions.
This year started with most of us making some serious resolutions. Even I made some, not to be said here in blogs, but yes, some of them are damn serious. Atleast I seem to take them seriously. Then there are resolutions for some of my friends like losing weight, getting a good job, for some to get married, for some buy a new flat and for some to get things he always wanted. For some, its gonna be a year to chase their dreams, a way to say themselves that, yes, I can do it. For some to break the old unforgiven bonds and move on with their lives, for some to relieve their old friendship. For some, its gonna be a year of committments, a year of promises and to stand true to them. All in all, there are plenty of planning already poured into the new year.
I seem to seek the same magnitude of optimism in myself in the coming year. I always wanted to be a guy with no increased blood cell pressure. I ought to become one, but then I realised it might have a negative impact on some of the other aspects of life. But now is a time to materialize atleast one things long thought and planned but never implemented.
And I am sure, everyone amongst you have atleast one such thought or plan long awaitened to be given a shot. Go ahead, give it a try. The worst is you would lose in your attempt. But atleast you would be happy to have made an attempt. So go out, and give it a shot. Its worth a try. I am going to do it. And if successful, it would surely make a blog entry.
Till then, Happy New Year 2010 :-)

Luv,
Sagar.